Sunday, December 16, 2012

A Random Act of Kindness



The other day a family member virtually visited me with an absolutely overwhelming act of kindness. Where my response was to cry. Tears of joy, I should add. It wasn't so much what they did. It was how they made me feel, even though incredibly loving words accompanied the act.

As if they could see me and know me and recognise unsupported solitude. And then for them to say: I understand. I love you. You are special. And now and again life is a struggle for you. And I've got your back.

It was as if some hitherto unknown internal pressure inside me was released. I can hardly describe the feeling and to let myself even relax back into it brings on more tears.

The muse, my Scriobhnarin, returned. And writing comes easy today. Idiotic I know - but I can feel the love even at this huge geographical distance.

Unexpected love and kindness are priceless.

I'll pay it forward.

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20 Comments:

Blogger Irene said...

Sometimes we need compassion and love in their purest form. It sounds like you got that and you feel validated again and even dare to find yourself lovable and worthy. I know the feeling well and know what an enormous relief it can be. I hope you bask in the glory of it for a long time and keep nurturing it.

Sun Dec 16, 12:51:00 PM GMT-3:30  
Blogger Wisewebwoman said...

Irene:

So do I, so do I!

I am starting my jar of nice-notes early so when I feel down I will pour some out and revitalize myself!

XO
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Sun Dec 16, 12:55:00 PM GMT-3:30  
Blogger Secret Agent Woman said...

What a wonderful gift!

Sun Dec 16, 01:10:00 PM GMT-3:30  
Blogger Wisewebwoman said...

SAW~
Priceless!
Unexpected!
Validating!
Affirming!
All of the above + more.
XO
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Sun Dec 16, 01:31:00 PM GMT-3:30  
Blogger One Woman's Journey - a journal being written from Woodhaven - her cottage in the woods. said...

I am so happy for you.
When you mentioned "jar of nice notes" it made me remember how I keep all of my special cards with special notes - they make me feel loved in my alone time...

Sun Dec 16, 03:22:00 PM GMT-3:30  
Anonymous Grannymar said...

A priceless gift to receive, may the afterglow keep Scriobhnarin busy with inspiration for many a long day.

Sun Dec 16, 05:27:00 PM GMT-3:30  
Blogger Wisewebwoman said...

Thanks, GM, and another surprise today with a visit from my producer (I think you met her) all enthused about my new play and scheduling Board meetings and rehearsals, etc. It's coming together!!!
XO
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Sun Dec 16, 05:52:00 PM GMT-3:30  
Blogger mel said...

Beautiful!

Sun Dec 16, 08:16:00 PM GMT-3:30  
Blogger Wisewebwoman said...

Thank you Mel :)

XO
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Sun Dec 16, 08:48:00 PM GMT-3:30  
Blogger Molly said...

The best gifts can't be bought....How lovely to receive one of them!

Sun Dec 16, 11:14:00 PM GMT-3:30  
Blogger Wisewebwoman said...

So true Molly. I was thinking of you as I planned my annual Nollaig na mBan. I wish you lived closer!!
XO
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Sun Dec 16, 11:31:00 PM GMT-3:30  
Blogger Wisewebwoman said...

OWJ:
I fished you out of the spam bucket again!
Yes, I keep all my cards for the year in a special holder too and take it down when I'm feeling 'down'.
XO
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Sun Dec 16, 11:32:00 PM GMT-3:30  
Blogger Annie said...

The best medicine delivered by ear, words of sympathy. Every so often, family redeems itself.

Mon Dec 17, 09:30:00 AM GMT-3:30  
Anonymous nick said...

I know the feeling. It's so nice when someone says something so warm and loving that it melts you inside.

Mon Dec 17, 10:30:00 AM GMT-3:30  
Blogger Pauline said...

Paying it forward - the best way to celebrate receiving!

Mon Dec 17, 10:33:00 AM GMT-3:30  
Blogger Wisewebwoman said...

Annie:

I know, my family of origin has had its trials and tribulations but the past year has been one of healing for some of us.

XO
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Mon Dec 17, 11:26:00 AM GMT-3:30  
Blogger Wisewebwoman said...

Nick:

And all the better for the surprise!

XO
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Mon Dec 17, 11:27:00 AM GMT-3:30  
Blogger Wisewebwoman said...

Pauline:

The only way, really, for to keep it is to render it meaningless.

XO
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Mon Dec 17, 11:28:00 AM GMT-3:30  
Blogger Molly said...

I would love to be close enough for your Nollaig na mBan! Tell us about it, please!

Mon Dec 17, 11:43:00 PM GMT-3:30  
Anonymous Rummuser said...

The attitude of gratitude! I rejoice with you.

Tue Dec 18, 12:12:00 PM GMT-3:30  

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